| Temps-r-me. |
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| Saturday.November 4th.2006] |
So, I applied for like 8 different stores today. I'll probably wind up being temp. I don't have a problem with that because it's money, but it would be nice to have something consistant. Oh well...
This whole situation has all of my and his friends made at him, but you get what you ask for. Even his family is mad at him. I guess it makes me feel a little bit better.
Brian's here for me, now, and it makes me feel comforted through all of this.. >.
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| What a novel. |
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| Thursday.October 26th.2006] |
The way I see it is that my life is like a story... with, let's say 1,028 pages.
He is ONE sentence in those pages. Just one. That is it. One.
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| Somehow rejection is actually acceptance? |
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| Tuesday.September 26th.2006] |
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In the year 2006 there lived a girl named Amanda. There also lived a boy named Dave. Now, Amanda thought that Dave was a nice guy, and she had a level of respect for him. One day that all changed. She went into the chorus room after finishing her lunch so that she could do some homework in peace and quiet, and Dave was there. She said hi, and him likewise. There wasn't a problem with that, but after the bell rung for her to go to her Math class he said "Are you currently dating someone?" She replied "..Yeeesss..." He says "Are you sure?" and her known she is she replies "Yes." The next phrase makes her irrate. He says "Would you like a second boyfriend?" Amanda was not happy at all and so she replied "No, I don't think my boyfriend would appreciate it." Dave didn't want to take no for an answer so he said "Why not? A black boyfriend would be really fun." All respect for him was lost after this comment.
The next day he is talking indirectly and states that he would definately go out with her.
A week later he says to her "If your boyfriend ever dumps you, I'm here!"
She was infuriated, and the girl sitting next to her when he said this made smart #$@ comments about it. Amanda said "Yea, I know... ERRRRR"
If someone says no to you doesn't that normally mean to stop persuing the issue and not continually saying something about it...
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| Recycled foods are healthy. |
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| Wednesday.August 30th.2006] |
Band camp was pretty much a living hell >.< Everyone hated it, and now we miss it. The food was gross, it rained like crazy, and the guys turned our hot water off on us- so I did it to them.
This one child that I watch only eats junk food and fish fingers... basically. I gave him a "hot dog," and I asked him if he liked it. He ate half of it, said yes, and then I said "Good, because it's not a hot dog." I then proceeded to tell him it was a veggie dog. Now, he's trying to pull the it's nasty so I'm not going to eat it. Heh... children are so... bleh.
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| Boys and girls with ajoining rooms... smart move. |
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| Wednesday.August 23rd.2006] |
Marching band was swell and dandy yesterday. We finally started to learn drill, and we learned more yesterday than we did at band camp last year (which tells us how badly we did suck...).
Anyway, I had this dream last night that I wanted to go back to King's because math was much easier for me there, and they were going on a field trip during the summer. They said that I could go because I was possibly coming back, and Mrs. Cassens was there >.< Dur?? Right, well, We are going to this camp site where everyone thought they were going to have to make their own places to sleep in (ugh), and the teachers told all of the camp people that they needed to take and hide any electronics. So, we are all at this lake, and someone finds a kimoto dragon. It's bad enough that I don't like to swim in lakes. And, one by one they say something to someone from the school, and they each have to jump in. At the end, if people don't jump in everyone else has to drag them in. By now I'm having a panic attack, and this one little kid that looked like Odell and Dreher at the same time tries to drag me in. I was kicking and fighting and surprised a kid this small was picking me up. Anyways, he must have stepped on something and let go of me. He was drowning?, so I grabbed him and saved him. Then I thought "I should pretend I'm in the water. Now, the whole time I was carrying my smiley face blanket. So, somehow in pretending I was in the water- I was actually in the water, but I wasn't. I could see underwater, and that was really awkward. Then it skipped to us walking to our cabins. These cabins were huge! There was one large main room and then curtained-off large bedrooms. There was also a door that connected to the boys room. Well, remember I said we weren't allowed to have electronics? There was. I found a T.V., and someone else found a DVD player with DVDS. We hooked that up, and started watching some DVD. Now the people I'm in the building with are no longer Kings people- they're Sterling people. That definately doesn't make sense, but that's a dream for you. Anyway, I found a candle and started unwrapping it, and Brianna yells at me and tells me to friggin light it. So, I looked at her, and I asked if she had a lighter. She didn't, and then I somehow found one on the stand that was holding the T.V. behind me. I said "I found a lighter!" And, as I said that I saw a flash of light (like a camera), and the next thing I new we turned the T.V. because one of the evil people in charge were coming. Instead of them coming the door to the boys room opened wide, I said they're watching T.V., and we went back to watching our movie.
Werd.
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| Monday.August 21st.2006] |
Commander still hasn't talked to Redman, yet. There's 2 more weeks until school starts, and I think I'm just going to say that I'm not doing it. This is really starting to get on my nerves; I don't understand how hard it is to talk to someone. You simply say "hi" to start a coversation and build from there. Ugh.
4 more days until band camp ^.^
My mommy is taking me out today... shopping. Manda needs clothes.
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| the 21st century sucks. |
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| Wednesday.August 16th.2006] |
So, tomorrow is our 9 month. Amazing. I'm happy. I think this is the happiest I've ever been. Wait, I change that. It is the happiest I've been.
Band camp is next Friday ^.^ Can't wait. I'm already packed *insert embarrassed smiley here*
I'm mad, though. I've been trying to find a Spanish pen pal for a while now. No such luck. Stupid Twenty-first century.
That's about it. So interesting.
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| Sun burn & Peanuts... |
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| Monday.August 7th.2006] |
I'm going to the shore today! I'm going with Mike, and I'm not sure about Jenn. She and I want her to go, but she might not be able to?
Yea... Tomorrow I'm going to Ricketts Glenn- amazing waterfall hiking trail thing. Mike's also coming to that. ^.^
That's pretty much all taht I have to say...
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| Burn, baby, burn... |
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| Saturday.August 5th.2006] |
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I did go to Six Flags. It was fun. I got burnt. I got Mike on his first real rollercoaster with a picture to prove it. The end.
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| Thursday.August 3rd.2006] |
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Though I know this is my second entry today- I have nothing better to do.
I'm supposedly going to Six Flags tomorrow, and I'm not sure if it is going to happen or not. Chad hasn't spoken about it yet. He told me yesterday that he would, but he still hasn't. It is seriously starting to get annoying. Argh!
I have marching band tonight, and there's probably going to be almost no one there because of Warped Tour, which I would have gone to, but other civic duties disallowed me from otherwise engaging in the most awesome thing that has happened this summer. So much for fun.
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| Warped kids. |
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| Thursday.August 3rd.2006] |
So, instead of being where I want to be... I'm stuck at home watching kids. Joyous.
oohx catastrophe (12:04:17 PM): <3
oohx catastrophe (12:04:18 PM): ^.^
NvrForgeT911219 (12:04:31 PM): hey sexy
oohx catastrophe (12:04:45 PM): Uh...
NvrForgeT911219 (12:04:51 PM): i love u
NvrForgeT911219 (12:04:52 PM): its mike
oohx catastrophe (12:04:57 PM): I was going to say..
oohx catastrophe (12:04:59 PM): Wow..
NvrForgeT911219 (12:05:11 PM): he held me back =(
oohx catastrophe (12:05:26 PM): I'm sitting here trying to figure out how to break it to Marc that he shouldn't be talking to me that way >.<
Mike and brother alike. Wow...
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| Sis-boom-bah! |
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| Tuesday.August 1st.2006] |
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zr6t7So, here's a couple of things to remember:
'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''p;
Actually, no, that was my cat.
Here's what's to remember:
24 days. band camp.
36 days. school.
37 days. birthday.
/111705//108/ self explanatory.
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OI
oil,fg
\\yh
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'89998rebuh5hhj
Haha, my cat knows how to say OI!
Hell yea! OI!
Right, I and my cat are going to go.
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| Vaca. shall be fun. |
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| Sunday.July 30th.2006] |
Jenn & I had fun. We didn't do all that much, but it wasn't too bad. We went to the mall with Mike. & My kitty just gave me a kiss.
I'm actually waiting for her to call me back. I was hoping her and I could do something, but I'm not quite sure if that is going to happen.
Next week my parents have vaca. so we are going to the shore, rodeo, and stuff like that.
Mike's parents have vaca. the same week. They're going to the zoo & the aquarium.
I was invited, so I'm probably going to go.
Update: Brian gets his license this week! ^.^
Right-e-o. I'm done.
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| Babysitting a bunch of cucumbers |
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| Friday.July 28th.2006] |
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Well, This week was, beyond a shadow of a doubt, the worst week I've had so far this summer, but I'm sure that it will get better by tonight ^.^
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As soon as my mutter gets home we are going to pick up Jenn. She's spending the night. We're playing Sims. We're watching movies. Exciting! Cheyea.
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Tomorrow I have to babysit, now =\. Every Saturday unless otherwise told differently. Joyous. Not. I've barely had any time to do anything with anyone at all. It seriously sucks, but I suppose that I will live.
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My beau is coming over. He, the child I must watch, and we will be going out to get yummy yummy Pizza.
"Thayer! Yucky, yuck pizza!... Yummy, yummy cucumber sandwich!"
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| Thursday.July 27th.2006] |
"To experience real heartbreak you need to first experience real love...and after real love, you can endure any kind of suffering."
Meine Mutter ist immer ein ekelhaftes Weibchen. Wenn ich etwas mache, das nicht perfekt zu ihr ist, dass mich eine schreckliche Tochter macht.
Sie meckerte zu mir heute, weil sie mich wollte, halte die Sturmtür offen. Ich musste mit einem Burschen sprechen, der ich für babysitte. Es musste nicht geöffnet werden, weil es einen Schirm darauf gibt! Arschloch. Deshalb habe ich gehen so es würde schließen gelassen. Sie besteht, dass ich es zugeschlagen habe, und sie schlägt die Küchentür zu. Es sind alle bergab von dort gegangen. Ich hasse es, wenn sie diese Scheiße mit mir zieht. Es ist nicht gerecht.
Manchmal will ich Heim mit meinem Freund verlassen, Michael. Ich weiß, dass er es machen würde. Vielleicht wäre es besser für mich.
Ich hasse mein Leben.
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| I told you they are too small to fit into! |
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| Saturday.July 22nd.2006] |
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Let us see where I have left off. Oh, yes! I left off the Tuesday of the 4th in the month of July. That was exactly two and a half weeks ago. Is it not amazing how time just "flies" by? Well, I suppose I shall continue my life story...
There hasn't exactly been much new to report. I think that I finally have my Tom situation down. I swear, sometimes I want to hurt him, but I am too nice to do it. I could be mean, but I despise the guilt that comes afterwards.
I have had the pleasure of babysitting all summer. Today I finally have a brake! It's
amazing!
Oh, I did go to see Pirates of the Caribbean 2. It was good. I knew about the time that Pirates 1 came out that there would be a 3.
Last week marching band started back up, again. So, on top of babysitting- I've been marching and playing my brains off.
Today I have the pleasure of going to Dollar King and Goodwill. I was told I would find something at the Dollar King, and I want to find a pair of boy-shorts at Goodwill. Possible? Perhaps...
There is also Jenn and Amy's party tonight. I will probably be spending time with Mike before we go. That should be fun ^.^
Speaking of Mike. We had our 8 month on Monday.
Well, in order to actually do all of the things that I have listed for today I need to clean my room. The sooner I get done the faster I go
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| Our sign says open but we're really closed. |
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| Wednesday.July 5th.2006] |
So, Sunday I went over Brians the whole day, and I had fun...
I saw the fireworks on Monday, and watched them with Brian instead of Dave because he was being a complete jerk. Now, I'm mad at him. Eh, I don't know what's going on with him anymore, and it upsets me.
Yesterday, I went over Will's, and we were going to go bowling, but they were apparently closed even though the sign said "Open, Come in." False Advertisment! We then proceeded back to his house and played poker with another Brian that I didn't think I would see again. He's in my '09 class at Sterling. Nifty. Just as he Wagered all his poker chips I smiled and wagered all of mine. I had a flush, and he lost EVERYTHING. That was fun.
Right-e-o. I have to go now.
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| Excruciating. |
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| Thursday.June 29th.2006] |
So, Monday I got a thicker wire for my braces. About 3 hours later I was in very intense pain.
Tuesday, I woke up around 6A.M. and one of the kids I babysit came.
Wisdom Teeth Suck.
As you can probably guess- I got those removed. My appointment was at 9A.M., but I didn't go in until about 10A.M. I sat down in the chair, and I started having one of my many panic attacks that I told my mother would come about. She said I'd be fine; I don't think I was. So, then they numbed that spot on your arm to stick the I.V. in me. They said that it was so I wouldn't feel it. Oh, I felt it all right. So, I started freaking out really bad, bad breathing and all. My entire arm went completely numb. I said to the stupid nurse "My whole arm is numb! Is that supposed to happen?!!" She says that it's not, and it's only like that because I'm hyperventilating; My mom was in the room until I was completely knocked out. She and the nurse were trying to get my to regulate my breathing because, apparently, when you wake up from the anesthesia you behave the same way that you went under; oh, and I did. When I went under I was freaking out and spazing and crying; I woke up crying, and I couldn't figure out why. It was kind of weird.
So, I got home and about a few hours later my mother was trying to take the gauze out of my mouth. The one on the left side got stuck, so she took these really tiny scissors to cut it off my braces. I passed out (fainted for those of you who are illiterate of modern day terms) and convulsed while doing so. All very exciting details to my life story.
Now, here I am 2 days later, sore mouth and all. My right side of my mouth is bothering the heck out of me, and it hurts just thinking about it. I've been on pain medication and some other stuff to prevent infections... penicillin, I believe. So, I've been doped up on medicine for the past 3 days.
I've been such a grump these past few days that I feel bad for anyone that has had to put up with me =\.
Pain! AHHHH!
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| Monday.June 19th.2006] |
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Can you believe it?! ^.^
7 months. I didn't know if it would happen, but it actually did. >.<
Oh, I found a good bad when I came online this morning ^.^ Waking Ashland!
Oh, I had a weird dream the other day that I performed an exorcism on my father. And every time I said "In the name of Jesus" Satan (inside my dad) made his hands bleed. Very pain ful for my dad. What a shame. >.< But, mmm... yea, it was awkward.
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